Gabblefest? huh? say what? Well,.... a long rationale/story/logistical tangle, it is!
I originally created this blog about 12 years ago and then, after a few posts, it became silent, ...... I became silent - an outward expression of my inner turmoil. The inner turmoil was what I recognize now to be a creative and loving spirit constrained by personally imposed limitations, all as a result of believing in a static "self". I perceived this "self" to be helpless, that it could not be changed, and consequently, was caving in on itself with frustration and anger, and then immobilized by depression.
Sounds pretty grim, doesn't it? At the time, I was not aware of the frustration and anger, just the outcome of the sadness and feelings of being inconsequential in everything that I did and who I was.
so, what was the inspiration for the title of this blog, "gabblefest". next post
